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I've heard the Imperial Agent was the best before, and Jedi Knight is a more "star wars" hero role if you play that way. I always thought about doing a DS jedi knight, or LS warrior. In my playthrough of warrior I did mainly DS choices but I distinctly remember letting a group of unarmed republic commandos go because they were warriors and I felt a like my character could be more than just some pure evil sith, able to think and recognize other warriors or instances where pure blood-shed is just ignorant thinking. I like how you can really distinguish your perspective characters that way through choices. I tried trooper and bounty hunter and they both kind've were...meh.

I got sucked in with tears of the kingdom over the summer, so that's one I always suggest really

Unfortunately I can't play it on PC that I know of. Haven't ever really gotten into the Zelda series but I've heard about it for years, definitely feel like I'm missing out on some good games out there, rather than most games being boring. I don't play much multiplayer but I've been playing Lethal company with up to 9 friends with mods recently. Honestly the most fun I've had in a loong time. It's one of the most played games on steam.


we added a mod that creates a monster that mimics your voice, and so when you get closer you see a monster instead of your friend.

also found this for tok:

looks like a great game imo, I really like the style.

After re-watching Anakin get defeated on mustafar, watching him and ahsoka battle in rebels on malachor V, and re-watching him picking up Ahsoka's lightsaber it just always hits me how far he has gone. All the little details perfectly depict his guilt, anger, confusion, and solidification to the dark side. All those 501st who died attached to the legion with ahsoka, I felt in that moment in the snow he realizes he lost Ahsoka, many 501st clones whom many I'm sure he knew by name, Obi-wan, Padme, etc. to the dark side.

I find it interesting that he kills clones in the comics immediately after ROTS in search of his kyber crystal (Comics canon) who simply thought he was a jedi because he didn't announce an authorization code. I find that Anakin killed them for two reasons, one they tried to make Vader present a code of authority (authorization code) , which in return Vader dislikes as he is the authority, and won't be told what to do. It also doesn't fit Vader to do such a thing, and as I'm sure he was still in a very similar state of shock albeit acceptance after everything that occurred. He was basically is in murder mode still. Acting as if an emo-teenager emotionally but having the lethality of a sith. I also felt like he killed the clones because they were an integral part of forming his destiny, and destroying the jedi. They reminded him of his life as a jedi, and they also reminded him of all of the death his actions had caused.


It's very fascinating to me because I really feel like you can sense Anakin's thoughts and regret, the guilt he feels inside and wish of what if things were different. That's why I believe he would kill anyone associated with Anakin Skywalker, because at that point seeing Rex, Ahsoka, Obi- is enough to ignite Anakin from within Vader. It's enough for Vader to think long enough, to question things, to remember memories, to feel guilt for his actions. I know Vader enjoyed being a sith, and he was deadset on turning Luke into Palpatine's new apprentice, deadset on killing anyone from his past. I just feel like it makes sense, anyone who did what Anakin did would feel the same way. There's no going back once you've killed everything that made you who you were and got burned 3/4 the way into a robot. He had to live this new life, and sparing people he once harbored deep emotion for would turn Vader away from the dark-side, away from his strength and pain. It would make him weak, and have him killed by palatine. I can only assume if Vader didn't "kill" Ahsoka or anybody else he was attached to, Palpatine would mercilessly kill them in front of Vader. I still remember after he kills mace his first thought was, "What have I done?".

Would be so epic to see a TCW movie version of ROTS. I also felt like I was close to TCW Anakin, as the movies version doesn't have enough time to establish the type of character TCW created for him. I just think it'd be interesting seeing cartoon Anakin transform and do all the dark stuff he did in the movies. The show often portrays Anakin's good side IMO, saving lives, being a great warrior. It's hard for me to see Anakin from TCW as the same Anakin that killed all those sand people. In 2 and 3, I feel like we see a more conflicted jedi then the brave focused one we see a lot in the show.
Lastly, Star Wars has done a great job of separating a character into two people based on Light/DarkS. When I see Vader, I don't see Skywalker, vice versa. I see them as two different people and remind myself that was Anakin. There's no other show I can really separate a villain like that, even if they turn into an anti-hero.

Not this year :/ , never actually be to a real office party. However I’ve been with my girlfriend for about 2 years now and it’s different having two families to celebrate Christmas with.

Same here man, feels like we're the last remnants of a lost society Life has been busy with me to between the new job, the Christmas run up and my birthday lol

I celebrate christmas with my mom usually, but also with my mom's side of family. I also attend stuff with my stepmom's extended family. Same with my father's side. Usually I go between stepmom's family gatherings and my mom's. It's very interesting to see family dynamics, how other people interact with each other in a family in comparison to yours. It's hard to describe but family structures can be built entirely different than your own. It always makes me think a lot, the stark differences between families. Of course, if you get a sense of familiarity from a different group, it's hard to understand what I described. I feel like you know what I'm trying to say though.

I just finished, "Dark Disciple" by Christie Golden. That book was amazing! They should've so made an arc for that book in The Clone Wars!

Yeah, I heard rumours once they would animate it for Disney+, but sadly no dice. Really is proof the show was still in the middle of its golden age.

life's been pretty crazy recently. dont want to get into details but my sisters been in the icu since 29th of december. She finally got moved to a lower level a few days ago. Scariest thing that's ever happened. Just praying everyday she gets better, not much else I can do since I'm not a nurse or doctor. This is the first day she has really been here since everything happened, she was having hospital induced delirium for a few days.

Well, haven't been here for a while. Actually, my last post is a lot older than I expected, but my sense of time has been wrapped a bit. Life has been a been a bit shitty and chaotic recently... and I have been diagnosed with ADHD and been trying out different medication for that, which made it even more chaotic. Interestingly enough my last post here is from around the last time I wasn't on medication and this is the first week I am also not really on medication and decided to check in... Wonder if that's a coincide or not, maybe my as my thoughts got more chaotic again I became more likely to think of this place?

On the bright side, I did finish my studies (after a bit of a delay). How are all of you doing (if you are still visiting this place)?

Hope you are feeling okay Pinda! I tried medication for depression and adhd (illegally on that one) and didn't really vibe with either of them. My doctor wanted me try other medications, and it was a scary experience just trying to take on one! I assume maybe the adhd-side of meds might be a little less intensive, but either way I hope you can find a medication that works, and this process is definitely temporary and you find the right one. In my experience, I've never been officially diagnosed, so take whatever I say with a grain of salt. My dad has been diagnosed with it, has it really bad. My entire family and all of my close friends think I have it even though I detest having it. As I get older, it really fits the description though. You guys have probably noticed a lack of organization and off topic sentences in my texts before, and honestly that's very similar to how I am in life. I have a strong feeling I might have it, but to be honest I've gone my entire life thinking I think different than most people. I think it adds to who I am, and my creativity. I think it has its pro's and cons, but ultimately I don't think I could live a life trying to medicate something naturally innate to myself, even if it is considered abnormal or a dysfunction.

For me, I tried a prescription adhd(from doc not for me for a friend) and it made my mind feel very calm, and everything felt like a task or a mission I had to complete. It's almost like writing an argumentative paragraph to someone you know you are proving wrong, you have to finish it and show what's up. Ultimately, it made me feel like I was in a drug-induced state, with my head racing into multiple layers of burning fission ready to ignite. I think for me, it worked but the consequence of how it made me feel outweighed the benefits. I didn't necessarily feel like a robot, but I didn't feel like myself. I'm not a doctor so I'm not going to give you any advice, but I would say try to think of them as a temporary solution. Those drugs over time especially stimulants will make your body work a lot more, and in turn you could see negative health consequences potentially within your heart and I would assume other regions. At the end of the day, that doctor goes home. You are stuck with whatever you are trying to solve, and if anyone is going to care the most about those things, it's going to be you. The doctor of course will share all the risks/side effects that the medications can have. They do genuinely care, I just think ultimately your body is most concerning to you. Really hoping this experience hasn't been scary for you, hopefully if anything enlightening or intriguing. I went to the doctor for anti depressants like I said, and I was getting panic attacks every 15 minutes. Never had one before, felt like I was watching the nuke countdown live. Hoping for the best for you Pinda.


edit: one things works to slow my mind down, and that's marijuana. I could be wrong, but for me I think that was the best solution. No doctor told me to, and smoking is really bad for your health and is probably a lot worse than stimulants to be fair, but it really does wonders. I only get sick when I don't smoke (immune system benefits?) and when I get sick I find a way to smoke and it usually takes away half my symptoms.

Hope she makes a fast recovery in the end Echani. That kind of event can bring a lot of trauma, but hopefully you can all eventually put it in the past and take it day by day

Sorry to hear that praying she pulls through!!